I have been inauspicious since I was a child. I was born because of destiny and exist to destroy the world.
My loving mother died young when I was young. My adoptive mother treated me like a family member but was murdered by my father.
I will destroy all things and destroy all sentient beings, and everyone in the world will be afraid of me.
The person who has been with me since I was a child is medicine, and the person who protects me personally is my father.
They respect me, love me and hate me.
And you, the only person I care about, have also severed ties with me.
If you want to kill me, I don't hate you. If you kill your father for your sake, I won't complain either.
It's just that things in this world are painful and unbearable, and I don't want to die even if you are still alive.
The only wish now is to "forget".
If we meet again, don't hate me.