Perhaps in an absolute sense, life is ultimately meaningless. If there is any meaning at all, it is probably love. Therefore, I pursue love obsessively.
However, love is really not that easy to pursue, at least for a certain group of people.
Mr. Xu Jinru, whom I admire, said that love is destined to be short-lived. This makes me feel desperate. However, I believe that love is life force, perhaps the single most powerful manifestation of life force.
This novel is based on the author's personal experience. It writes about "my" pursuit of love and records "my" multiple love journeys. It doesn't matter whether it's touching, sighing or contemptuous, I just want to show the most real human feelings. I don't know when it will end, I just hope it can bring some resonance to friends and people who have had similar experiences.