I said to him: I thought you would take care of me for the rest of my life, but it turned out that you only took care of me for a while.
He said: How do you say such classic words?
I bought a pink dress online. This may be the last pink dress I wear before getting married or even in my life. I will become an old lady wearing an apron, a wrinkled housewife, and a yellow-faced woman with a sallow complexion.
I would become out of shape, full of fat, uglier, disgusted by him, humbler, more cowardly, and even less self-conscious.
I always remember his exact words: I want to protect you, idiot.
Yes, maybe in my past, I have been hurt and deceived by others. Or maybe it's because, as he said, we have similar experiences, maybe it's just that "orangutans cherish each other." Maybe he feels that they are all pitiful people, and they resonate with each other when they are together with me. Therefore, it is as simple as that for him to be with me.
I don't know if the feeling caused by sympathy is love. It is also difficult for me to distinguish whether I love him or not.
We have been together for almost six months. In the past six months, we have experienced a lot, love, companionship, care, forced marriage, quarrels, breakups, truth, travel, pregnancy, abortion, and living together. This is the most unforgettable memory in my life. I have many regrets, but I cannot do it again.
I love Lao Xu more than myself.