I think I need a window to express my feelings. I don't know if my idea is right or if someone will read what I write in the future. I think I need a release. I wrote for myself when I was very young, but I was too young at that time and didn't have the technology now and didn't know how to write. After so many years, I hope I can find a window for myself to solve my problem and make some contributions to this society and reflect a certain social phenomenon. I think I am lucky. Being able to write here and having the same fate as me, what should they do? Do they also accept their fate silently? I want to change my fate, even if this fate is already very good in the eyes of others, am I arrogant? Or is the society too realistic and does not allow people to have too many demands? As the ancients said: Gold shines everywhere, but if you don't shine, how will others know that you are gold? If you don't work hard, you will never get what you want.