Things that we once thought were casual turn out to be unforgettable.
It must have been more than half a century since I remembered those people and things again. I once thought that I was the winner if I defeated you, but I found that in the end I was still a loser.
I used to think that without you, I would be very happy, but I found that some things were doomed from the beginning. I wanted to win, but I made the wrong start, and in the end, I still made mistakes every step of the way.