He is the only Apollo in your life, but you are just one of the millions of sunflowers who look up to him. But you are willing to lower your stature and let yourself go into the dust to persist silently. Even the man on the stage knows that he can't repay you in kind. Your relationship will always be that you give him wine and he returns your tears.
Therefore, only you can understand that maybe that person really imagined what you said. Just the lyrics at the end: 'Let me say sorry to you, comrade lover'.
Maybe, you and him, and us who have loved you for so many years. All I can say at the end of the story is "Sorry, comrade lover"
Because we all owe love.