When things didn't happen to that point.
I never knew it could be so sad.
The one I thought would always be patient.
People I hurt repeatedly.
It hurts so much that it becomes a habit.
Then the man left.
I've figured it out too.
I was wrong.
I understand deeply.
Her emotions were not unfounded.
I know it too.
If only I had held her hand more firmly.
Tell her that I will do my best to make her happy.
Tell her I won't let go. I will always be with her.
Perhaps. I mean maybe.
She would be less scared. Will stick with me for a while.
But. When I see her running away timidly.
I chose to do nothing.
She is always behind me. Just behind me.