Hello, I am Qinglin.
Actually, I would like to tell you why I want to die.
Looking back, I have done this right thing in my more than 20 years, and it ended like this, which makes me feel very ironic.
Death is a relief because I am not strong enough to withstand gossip.
What I don't want to say is that this is a story about youth confusion.
But the handwriting recorded in this way can truly prove that I have been in this world, even though I only lived 20 years old. Hello, my name is Lin Qing. Or you can call me Qinglin, I tell them my name is Qinglin.
Such a confused youth, or you would say, such mistakes are self-inflicted. Well, I admit, at that step, I have said goodbye to myself and become unlike myself. I am like being in a maze, looking for a way out. Only when I get out of this maze can I find myself.
This is an outlet, a way out, a statement about myself, while I'm still awake.