But even though I love you, I can't control it. At that time, I had no memory, no name, I was dirty, and I didn't even know whether I was a boy or a girl. You appear in front of me like the most beautiful thing in the world, like sunshine, like spring grass, like candied haws... You are ten thousand times better than these things I have ever seen.
You once said, let me not fall in love with you. But what to do? You are too good, too good, too good... I warned myself countless times, but my heart didn't listen to me. You said that if you want to achieve enlightenment, you must abandon distracting thoughts and avoid greed, anger, and delusion. I think I still can't do what you want me to do.
You are so dazzling, you are like the sun in the sky, and I am just gravel. Because of you, I want to become better and become worthy of your kindness, but in the end I discovered that no matter how good I become, I will never get your heart.
Love, it turns out, has never been about compatibility, it's only about whether you love or not, that's all...