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When I confessed to Gu Linxi, he looked at me with a look of no desire: "You like me very much, so what do you want?"
I said: "So I hope to be your wife, or girlfriend, or even..."
He still didn't respond, so I had to say: "It doesn't matter, Mr. Gu, I'm willing to do anything."
So I became his dog sitter.
Throughout the ages, probably no story about a woman chasing a man is as tragic as mine.
[Don't be intimidated by the serious title, the author has always only written nonsense…]
[This article started to enter V on May 27th. If it does not fall into V, it will follow V from Chapter 24.
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Regarding this story, readers and friends often ask me in private messages, or leave doubts, questions, or even grievances in the text, asking whether the male protagonist likes his sister or Ayuan. Why do he think the female protagonist is so miserable? After a long time, I came back to read this story myself. Perhaps it was because I didn't write a side story from the male protagonist's perspective in this article. The first-person narrative was not detailed enough to confuse you. This was due to my lack of writing skills. Here I will give you a unified reply to everyone's thoughts on writing the article at that time. In fact, Xiao Gu liked A Yuan from beginning to end, and he only liked A Yuan. After he learned about his unrelated sister's love for him and what his parents thought, he avoided it. It is written in the article that he often did not go home to live because his feelings for Lin were his sister. After Si Yi confessed to him, he even told Si Yi that she liked A Yuan, but Lin Si Yi said to him, in fact, you like me, but because I have been by your side as your sister since childhood, you can't accept me and think that you love me. Why do you think you like Fang Yuan? In fact, it's because she looks like me. After saying this, she went out and died in a car accident. Xiao Gu collapsed. He felt that it was his rejection that led to her death. In his mental confusion, he also had self-doubt about what Si Yi said before. It is written in the article that he said, "I was wrong. I will like you, marry you, and ask you to come back." This is the meaning of guilt and atonement. If he really loved her, he would not use the word "will". He didn't dare to face A Yuan at that time, because he loved her, and he felt that the relationship between the two of them killed Si Yi, so he asked her not to appear in front of him. But before that, he had never felt that A Yuan looked like Si Yi, and it was even less likely that he fell in love with her for this ridiculous reason. Later, after a period of time, he finally couldn't lie to himself. He knew that he still liked A Yuan, but he could not carry the psychological burden of Si Yi because he refused to die and stay with A Yuan as if nothing had happened. Therefore, the way he came back to find her was also crazy. After having a relationship with her, he said that I would be responsible. In fact, he wanted to use an extreme method to find an excuse to maintain the relationship between the two, so as to escape his inner guilt. Of course, later on, many years passed, and all the guilt and despair in his heart were washed away. He would only listen to the piano music "To Alice" when A Yuan confessed to him, and he would never call Si Yi's name to A Yuan. She was never anyone's substitute.
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