He was the first person I met in Jianglin and the first friend I made in this strange country. He was also the first man in this world full of grievances to treat me sincerely and take good care of me.
At that time, I thought, maybe, it would not be bad to live like this for the rest of my life.
He was always gentle and graceful, and often smiled at me tenderly. His flower-like smile was so warm that long after, every time in the dead of night, I would always think of this warm smile and this person who gave me endless warmth but also gave me endless sadness.
Now, I sometimes think that if there were no tricks of fate, maybe we would really grow old together.
It's just that there have never been so many ifs in the world; it's just that he is no longer by my side now; it's just...
It's just that I'm no longer the same person I used to be.