Outside the house, there was still singing, dancing and music playing, and I could hear the singing coming from the lobby even when I stayed in the house. Indeed, why should you take a sick man like me seriously? What's more, I am just a pawn used by the emperor to destroy the relationship between Shangguan Mo and Luo Qin.
I didn't leave before because we could stay within the well without disturbing the river.
Later I left because I couldn't bear his love.
Then I came back because I had fallen and was willing to jump into this abyss.
When I leave now, it's because the person he really deserves to love and truly loves has come back, and there is no need for me to get between them anymore.