He didn't know how he persisted until now. He had only one reason to live hard for a long time, but now it seemed that it was not that important.
If he had a choice, he would probably choose to have a drink with friends or ride in the rivers and lakes. Rather than deceiving everyone and still lingering on, probably no one thought that he would rather live as a cripple.
I just hope that one day he can drink another glass of sake, smell that green plum, and travel in the world with his own name.
But now, he needs to live well and do whatever it takes.