I never imagined that I would meet the person I love most in my most beautiful life. I was so careful to maintain a sacred place that others could not touch, but it collapsed the moment he turned around. I had sworn that I would never let him appear in my life again, and my life has never been able to get back on track since he left. I would rather not have met you, I would rather miss you, so that I would not spend the rest of my life missing him. Maybe this is my fate, I can't get it and can't forget it.