If memories are a kind of poison, then I think I have been poisoned. No matter how deeply you hurt me, I still remember that autumn of that year, your back was so ruthless. If I had known this, I would not have fallen into it without dignity, just for that unattainable dream, just to be able to stand on a position to rival you one day, so that you can see me. However, I was wrong. No matter how hard I tried, in your eyes, I became a stain in your glorious life. I'm sorry for saying this without dignity.
Xu Feiran
I don't want to start with such a boring opening, but I still want to say that there was once a true love in front of me, but I didn't cherish it, and I regretted it until I lost it. If I say what I regret most in my life, then I think if time could go back to that year, I would never make that joke, or let the girl I love get hurt, or watch her cry and say "I'm sorry" to me. But time will not go back, so the rest of the days will be my punishment.
Ren Yipeng