Let me briefly introduce the protagonists: Lin Fan (the one who writes the diary), Bai Yinan, Mu Yuan (they are all mentioned in the diary so as not to spoil anything^ ^)
This diary is turned forward from the last page, which means that time goes backwards.
The reading order is roughly as follows: main text → spoilers → main text
Because Wo's thoughts are quite confusing, you may not be able to understand it the first time (actually, it's just because your expression skills are unclear, so there's no need to excuse it)
It doesn't matter if you don't understand>_
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