At that time, I didn't know that this was the so-called desire to control and possessiveness, because at that time, I was overwhelmed by these strange thoughts, and I only thought about how to find the answer, but I never thought about why I cared so much about Yi Wenluo, and what kind of interactions Yi Wenluo would have with people other than me.
If you just go ahead without exploring the root of the problem, you will end up making mistakes that you cannot forgive.
And only after a long time, when this mistake hurts more and more people, when I can no longer make up for my mistakes, and when I lose contact with him, will I finally find out.
At that time, I could do nothing but find a bar in a strange city, let this strange environment laugh at everything about me, drink alone and miss him.