Lin Yang, do you know how painful it is to love you? Just like a bird has broken wings; a fish has no water; I left you. Yes, I will miss you endlessly even as soon as I leave you. I miss your smile, the warmth of your hands, your broad shoulders, and your open arms to me at any time. But it wasn't until the day you got a girlfriend that I suddenly realized that nothing about you had ever belonged to me. You had always regarded me as your best friend. I began to fall into endless jealousy and unknown hatred. I was jealous that you were so good and intimate to that woman. I hated that woman for taking away the good time that belonged to us, even if it was just an extravagant wish of mine.
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