He thought: This might be all he could do in this life, holding on to memories for the rest of his life. In fact, he knew better than anyone that they were impossible, but what could he do? Who made him unable to love anyone else except her? But why did she fall in love with someone else so easily, abandon him so easily, forget all the vows she made with him and marry another man?
Li Li only remembered that in the end he said to her in anger and despair: "I bless you, and I fucking wish you will never be separated from him for the rest of your life!"