I don't like regrets and I don't like looking back. Because she was afraid that things would be different when she looked back. Hate the secular world, but understand that you live in the secular world. She likes poetry, and she is well-educated, but she does not have the talent to be a talented woman. She just says that to be successful in life, you must have fun. But she was not happy.
Middle school years. When Shu Li's innocent appearance is only covered with bruises, she smiles and hates the hypocritical human heart. The teacher's favoritism and quota due to interests, and the students' simple smiles are stabbed in the back. Don't look back and yearn for the beauty of yesterday, grit your teeth and move on.
The invisible entanglements, methods, dreams, self-esteem, and pride of high school. The palace scheming to get into higher education, the competition for rankings, the little extra points allow a group of people to suddenly reveal their human nature, and the discrimination and being discriminated against among the people are protected. She understood that the price of growth was not the ugliness in the world, but gritting her teeth and sticking to her original self. She cried and looked back. I found that I had gritted my teeth and walked a long way.
She was very happy that she had no regrets. She finally left her uneasiness behind yesterday.
This is just the ups and downs of growing up, some are true and some are false.