Sad Old Age

It's not a crime to travel through time! Just to interpret a dream, who would have thought that he would arrive in the Qing Dynasty in a daze! I met a lot of people, but not many of them were sincere to me! The people who appeared in my life passed me by time and time again. Should I vigorously resist fate, or accept fate's arrangements honestly... Can anyone tell me what to do next? Who will comfort me when I am most helpless? Who is my ultimate partner... It's not pure romance, nor is it pure politics. I just want to write about a different life, where there's excitement in the ordinary, and there's something normal in the excitement. I always thought I could see you like this until I am a hundred years old. The so-called perfection is not as good as sleeping peacefully in your arms. I am so tired, so tired. As long as I hold myself up with tears, I am afraid that I will never have the chance to hug you in my dream. Just passing by like this, if it is the destined result. Why bother to meet you, why do you love me when I do. Just passing by like this, don't I love you enough? My throat is about to burst from shouting, and I have no time to say some words to you.