Everyone wants to be happy, but not everyone can get what they want. Comrades, known as the third type of people, often have a much more difficult journey to find happiness than ordinary men and women. The reality is very cruel. Many gay people have gone through the process of going from endless longing and hope for love in their youth to seeing through love later. This article will use the story of the male protagonist Cheng Feng to show you the epitome of a gay man's search for love. I hope readers will like it.