Why do you want to live? There seems to be no reason, why do you want to die? At least there is a reason. When the things that make you want to die disappear, do you want to live or die?
Still want to die. Even if we live in a new world where those troubling problems no longer exist and other things can be tolerated, we still don't know what shape hope is. Life will not slowly get better, but will only get worse in the noise. Until it gets so bad that I forget why I don't want to live.
It's probably a story about a modern depressed patient who commits suicide and travels back to ancient times. This is the beginning of what I wrote when I was in junior high school in 2013. Now that I have just graduated from college, I searched for my previous names and found this one. I thought it was quite interesting and wanted to continue it. The original setting was something dark, I #$%^&*&^%$, I will write something more relaxed now. When I came up with this name, I had just started learning guzheng for more than a year, and now it is almost the seventh year. I am full of emotions, and I hope I can write something more suitable for this name.