Why, why, everyone wants to betray me, everyone wants to deceive me. Are interests really more important than family and friendship? It's so important that I can risk everything and abandon everything for it. If that's the case, I don't want it. I don't want it all. I don't want family, friendship, or even love. I don't want it anymore. What I get when I put my heart in their hands is a pair of ruthless hands and a bloody heart trampled by them. In the next life, I will never give my heart to you again. I will never trust anyone again. I closed my eyes firmly in despair.