Sometimes I feel that I am really being disrespectful and deserve to be punished. Zhou Lin is really not a thing, but sometimes I feel that Zhou Lin is really pitiful. Others are vaguely together and live happily for the rest of their lives. He thinks too clearly and it is too late. So I am not pitiful. In the past few years, I have at least got what I want, and he is only surrounded by someone he doesn't love.