Yao Jiang, the man who saved me in the snowstorm, in his eyes, I should be a weak scholar, right? As in my eyes, he is a heroic general.
But in the eyes of the court, he was a traitor.
There can be no more wars in the world, the people can no longer be in turmoil, and I cannot betray the loyal people of the Ren family. That day, his military camp was breached, and I personally drove the knife into his heart. His eyes are filled with the snow and wind that filled the sky on the day he saved me, and the frost has frozen my future life. When I dream back at midnight, I always ask myself, why did I kill him? Why didn't I run away with him? Oh, maybe what I should ask myself is "why", why should I keep him alive, and why can I escape with him.
I don't deserve it.
——Ren Wu