He was given to adoptive parents in the countryside since he was a child. My adoptive mother passed away early, and I was like a wild child. No one told me what was right or wrong, and no one took good care of me... When I was free at home, there was a very open-minded girl in the same village who always led me on dates with boys. My first time was lost in this sleepwalking date. The boy even said he wanted to run away, haha. I suddenly understood that he didn't want to be responsible. I got engaged to someone else, broke off the engagement, and then returned to the city where I was born, but I still had no one to love me, no one cared about me, no one cared about me, and I was still wandering. I continued my second-year life with no goals, no future, and no hope. My mind was still so chaotic... I still couldn't get along with others, and I closed myself in my own little world. I met a boy who was five years younger than me and had an illegitimate daughter, and his father, mother, and sister. When we lived together, I almost jumped off the seventh floor of his house because of his playfulness. Seeing his mother's indifferent attitude, I jumped off the balcony again. I felt that it was not worth dying for such a person... We came to Dalian noisily like this. He continued to be playboy, and I continued to play with others. In the end, we broke up because he found a woman who looked very similar to me, and I was tired in this relationship. Leaving was a relief...