I have many, many regrets, and I don't know who to blame for not giving me the ability and awareness to reflect on myself. It was only when I made so many hasty decisions that I discovered how whimsical it was to go against a person's will and destiny.
I have done so many wrong things and suffered so many losses. I just hope that there will be someone who will accompany me until I grow old.
However, after many years, I couldn't get what I wanted, so why did I ever...