I used to extremely want to control other people's thoughts, but later I discovered that this was not my intention, just because I cared about them too much, was afraid that they would do stupid things, was afraid that they would be deceived, and was afraid that they would take detours. I thought I knew everything and could tell them what was right and wrong. But the truth is, I can't do it.
Brother Xiao Ma told me that this is a manifestation of narcissism.
I laughed, I was afraid.
The last time I saw Mumu when I gave up the idea and worked hard, she played hide and seek with me. She hid forever at the end of the autumn when the wind was blowing, there was a lot of cold, the sky was clear and there was no cloud, and she disappeared from my sight. I couldn't contact her after that day, as if she had never appeared in my world. I was spinning in circles, hiding her deep in my heart, she was in my dreams.
With this dream, I slept through the end of the world calmly, and slept through the last moment of 2012. No matter how you listen to it, the low and melodious bells give people a sad feeling.
I like you, but I didn't tell you.