How ironic, Xiu, you say, right? It's really ironic. It was you who taught me how to love others, but you also made me realize so deeply that the only one I can love in the world is myself.
Obviously, obviously, then, then, I hate you.
But, but, I love you to the same extent.
So be it, Xiu, let me go back twelve seasons and fall in love with you again.