She had buried this feeling in her heart for ten years, so long that she could no longer tell whether it was so-called love or cherishment in her heart.
A long, long time later, Yu Chao said to that person, if you hadn't pointed it out at the beginning, I would never tell him in this life.
It's not that I'm timid because I'm not in love, I'm just afraid that I won't get to the end with you. If we can't be together in the end, I'm not afraid. I'm just afraid that when we meet again, we will be speechless, drift apart, and finally end up on separate ends. She said, Meng Yun, I can't bear to leave you. I can't bear to leave you as a friend.
So for ten years, she kept silent and smiled, occasionally accompanying her but never leaving her, always staying at the distance that was most suitable for friends, because, the Buddha said: it cannot be said.