I often feel like I'm in another world. I still remember the scene at that time and the image of turning around. I look back and smile beautifully. The stars have changed and the clouds have become calmer and the wind has become lighter.
How I wish that I could have a quiet temperament, be calm and calm, remain unchanged in the face of shock, and feel calm. A classical and elegant woman, her emotions are swaying out of the world.
I accidentally heard Zhang Xinzhe's "White Moonlight", and I was thoughtful and sad. "White moonlight, somewhere in my heart, is so bright, but so cold. Everyone has a sadness that they want to hide, but it is growing." There is a deep sadness in my heart that never stops and will never end. It has always cooled my soul, allowing me to see through the joys and sorrows, gradually understand the pain, and clear my heart. The so-called persistence is over.
I think of someone who said: Tenderness is still there, but loneliness is eternal.
I think of the message on the □□: Buddha, you will be lonely forever, please accept me, I will be lonely all my life.
Thinking of the words I once wrote: As time goes by, I shed tears. My heart doesn't hurt, it's just desolate.
Loneliness and desolate life, ultimate freedom, extreme pain. Endure and release the pain, and then you will be immune to all poisons and no taboos.
I smiled, charmingly, but without a happy expression. Once upon a time, change was so indifferent, so indifferent. Those past events have long been completed successfully.
There is a silver ring on my ring finger. There is no bright light, no commemorative meaning, just pure love.
The sun has set, but the afterglow remains, and the cool breeze passes through the window and reaches my forehead. The slight heat mixed with the slightly cool breath clears my soul. I am floating outside heaven, among the clouds and wind, walking, drifting, spinning, freely.
Above the earthly world, under the stars and the moon, the vastness of the sky is my refuge in the past and present lives.
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La la la la, the graduate student who keeps calling for shit!
Regarding "Liang Yuan", I didn't expect that after such a long time, friends would still comment on it. I was really touched. After finishing five chapters of "Liang Yuan", everyone thought it was finished or came to an end. In fact, my enthusiasm for the two cats and mice has not weakened, and I have not stopped thinking about the rest of "Liang Yuan". It is just because I am too busy and have no spare time to write out the ideas in my mind.
The original character Xue Chu used to give me a headache. When writing fanfics involving original characters, it is difficult to control the size. If the character takes over the main role, it will become a disaster. I saw a lot of rumors from my friends saying that they liked Xue Chu very much. I was really happy, and my sleepless nights of thinking about it were finally worth it.
As for the part about Sky Tower, I should probably write about it later. Since it involves Ding Yuehua's appearance, I need to think about it carefully. To be honest, whether I am reading or writing articles, I don't like people who abuse women. Maybe this can be regarded as a kind of sexism. Ding Yuehua is a thunderous existence in the cat-and-mouse fandom. I personally sympathize with her very much. Therefore, I hope that Ding Yuehua in "Liang Yuan" is a "third party" who is not annoying. To paraphrase an old lyric, "Why bother women?"
"Xishan" is a short chapter (sigh, it seems Liang Yuan doesn't have a very long story at all), and it basically has no plot. It is a transitional chapter in the series, and its function is probably similar to "Agarwood". In terms of time, it should be after Sky Tower. In particular, Xiaobai is still alive, so don't be too nervous.
"Xishan" is a relatively sweet article. I posted it online to remind myself to take the time to fill in the gaps, but I really couldn't control the time, so I temporarily locked the article to prevent myself from being pushed to write and feel embarrassed. If you really want to see it and are not afraid of falling into a pit and not being able to get out, you can leave me a message and I will decide whether to post it.
Anyway, keep working hard!!!
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Of course... Thank you, Harukaze... You too...
La la la la, the graduate student who keeps calling for shit!
Regarding "Liang Yuan", I didn't expect that after such a long time, friends would still comment on it. I was really touched. After finishing five chapters of "Liang Yuan", everyone thought it was finished or came to an end. In fact, my enthusiasm for the two cats and mice has not weakened, and I have not stopped thinking about the rest of "Liang Yuan". It is just because I am too busy and have no spare time to write out the ideas in my mind. The original character Xue Chu used to give me a headache. When writing fanfics involving original characters, it is difficult to control the size. If the character takes over the main role, it will become a disaster. I saw a lot of rumors from my friends saying that they liked Xue Chu very much. I was really happy, and my sleepless nights of thinking about it were finally worth it. As for the part about Sky Tower, I should probably write about it later. Since it involves Ding Yuehua's appearance, I need to think about it carefully. To be honest, whether I am reading or writing articles, I don't like people who abuse women. Maybe this can be regarded as a kind of sexism. Ding Yuehua is a thunderous existence in the cat-and-mouse fandom. I personally sympathize with her very much. Therefore, I hope that Ding Yuehua in "Liang Yuan" is a "third party" who is not annoying. To paraphrase an old lyric, "Why bother women?" "Xishan" is a short chapter (sigh, it seems Liang Yuan doesn't have a very long story at all), and it basically has no plot. It is a transitional chapter in the series, and its function is probably similar to "Agarwood". In terms of time, it should be after Sky Tower. In particular, Xiaobai is still alive, so don't be too nervous. "Xishan" is a relatively sweet article. I posted it online to remind myself to take the time to fill in the gaps, but I really couldn't control the time, so I temporarily locked the article to prevent myself from being pushed to write and feel embarrassed. If you really want to see it and are not afraid of falling into a pit and not being able to get out, you can leave me a message and I will decide whether to post it.
Anyway, keep working hard!!! More, more, more Author's reply: Of course... Thank you, Harukaze... You too...