He really couldn't stand it, why would the person who kept saying he loved him linger in other people's beds at any time, and sweet words turned into sharp arrows piercing his internal organs when he went to bed with other men and women? He really couldn't stand it, why should he be tortured like this, he would never believe in love again, love was a terrible demon biting his soul, watching his blood seeping out of his wrist, he smiled, he was finally free?