He said: "There is no such thing as unreasonable hatred in this world, and loveliness is truly groundless. I obviously hated you before I came to love you, but I didn't expect that in the end I would love you so much that I could only hate myself." Love and hate are such a tangled and lingering word. I obviously love you, and I never thought I would hate you, but I don't know when my love disappeared. I obviously want to hate you, maybe I have thought of falling in love with you, but that is just a fleeting impulse.