On the street with endless traffic, pedestrians passing by in a hurry cast strange looks. I raised my hands with visibly trembling joints. The white hands were full of dazzling blood red, and my eyes were misty. My mind was filled with all the memories about you, and I thought of you who were slowly sliding down in front of me and getting colder... Those eyes full of white, and the doctor's helpless shaking of his head! "Ah--" the cry that pierced the heart and lungs, why? Why? Feeling the crowd gathering around him and the noisy whispers, he closed his eyes feebly. What has come into being in him was life, and the life was the light of all people. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it.