Literary version: Many times, I thought I had met the person worth loving for a lifetime, but it turned out that it was just a passing visit...
Many times, I thought we would never have a future, but in the end we were obsessed with each other...
Many times, I think I don't love you, but the truth is that I can't live without you...
Popular version: It is a woman who is unreliable in various ways. When she thinks she knows how to love, she pursues a "married man".
In the end, after being cannon fodder, he finally found the story of true love.
PS: This article is slow to get started, cv is just an interlude, not the main point.