In fact, that passage goes like this,
"I don't want to see you again, because seeing you will make my heart hurt, I will hate you, and I will always hate you, but why don't I even have the strength to hate you? I won't forgive you, and I will never forgive you. If I forgive you, you will forget me and forget that we were together. If one day we meet on the road, don't say hello to me. Huh, if I meet you, I will cry, and I will hold on to you, because I still love you. I don't want to remember that I once knew you, let alone that I once loved you. Maybe you will still love you by then. If you are not happy, I will wait for you where you are until I forget you."
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