At the beginning of every relationship, I think about taking it seriously. Over the years, so many men have come and gone around me, and I have done everything I should and should not do, only to realize that the only thing I have never done is love. So now, I never dare to say that I have ever been in love. But you appeared, and such fierce love was placed in front of me. Do I love you? I have no idea. I have never understood what it is like to love someone. Can i be with you? Can I control myself and not hurt you?