Shen Xi and Qin Shaochu have been together for 6 years. Shen Xi has always doubted whether Qin Shaochu's feelings for him were love.
It was Shen Xi who kept pestering Qin Shaochu when he was in college. Qin Shaochu ignored him and often had a bad look on his face, showing no special feelings for Shen Xi. Shen Xi also often wonders, if that incident hadn't happened, would Qin Shaochu still be with him?
After 6 years of getting along, no matter how indifferent a person is, they should fall in love with him over time. But Shen Xi didn't have self-confidence, especially in the past few months, Qin Shaochu frequently didn't come home at night and turned off his phone when making phone calls. Shen Xi felt uneasy in her heart, but her face showed no emotion at all. She didn't want to press or argue. Such a dull and boring life is what he desires.
The stubborn persistence in my heart finally fell apart when I saw Qin Shaochu leading a young and beautiful boy into the hotel with a smile. It has been 6 years, but he still hasn't been able to make Qin Shaochu fall in love with him. Being with him is definitely not because of love. It's time to leave. I don't blame Qin Shaochu for occupying the best 6 years of his life. He has compensated enough and done his utmost with kindness and justice. He shouldn't be greedy, he should let go and no longer restrict his freedom.
There are always things in this world where you give everything you have but can't get what you want, and you can't let go just because you can't get what you want. Although Shen Xi couldn't ask for anything, he was willing to let it go. Once he let it go, he would have nothing to ask for. It's not impossible to live without Qin Shaochu.
"Qin Shaochu, I'm no longer stubborn. Now that I'm gone, will you miss me occasionally..."