Before Qinghua appeared, I followed Sulan for an unknown number of years. Those years were enough for the reincarnation of a dynasty to come to an end. My destiny is like a chess game in which black and white fight. As a black man, I am trapped in white. When I break through the siege, I can no longer recognize my own color. When I was with Sulan, I never knew about the seven emotions and six desires, and my life was as chaotic as when the world first opened. But when Qinghua took me to the thirty-sixth level of heaven far away from the world, I felt like I was enlightened, and everything became clear at once. Being ruthless where there is love, asking for love where there is ruthlessness, I feel very tired.