It's probably the story of a girl who fell in love with "him" who was a year older than her, and after "he" died. She ran away from the man's persistent love, just because he was not "him"; she ran away from the family's expectations, just because she was exhausted physically and mentally; she ran away from everything in the past, trying to start over, but...
I smiled happily at everyone and said happily: Look, I am walking with autumn on my back!
But autumn is a sharp cactus, I forgot to tell you...
I just remind Qian Chen that he is very lazy. If no one reads it, he will have no motivation. Just write whatever you want... Some of the stories are true... Things around you...