It's been so long since I remembered it. It has been so long that I have forgotten the pain and sadness. So long that I forget what you look like. My beloved boy, you are still alive in my soul, but my body has gone through vicissitudes of life and can no longer bear your appearance. …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Am I a little deep? Ahem. It's not that cruel~~ Let me reiterate, this is an ancient article