The woman lowered her eyes. She suddenly felt that she was entering a dangerous situation, and perhaps there was an abyss ahead. It wasn't until today that she discovered that love, something that seemed beautiful on the surface, was actually extremely terrifying and contained something as poisonous and destructive.
After each entanglement, she would realize that she was falling into the quagmire of love and could not extricate herself. She always wanted to end the relationship with him. However, after a period of time, the desires and demons in her body would control and envelope her again... They kept falling, floating and churning on the dark sea of desire. She knew very well that she would always have to pay back the money if she went out to fool around.
She never expected to repay it in that way many years later.