The wind above became even more astonishingly strong, and the white snow traveled through the dark night. The flying snowflakes rotated like an airtight wall, and like the soft and plump feathers dropped by angels performing prayer ceremonies. I seemed to see the snowflakes turning into the notes of the angels' prayers, their dance, their laughter... I closed my eyes, stepped forward, and threw myself into their arms willingly...
Until the last moment, I still felt sad and wanted to laugh.
I left, leaving this place where I didn't even have anyone to die for...