A sudden urge to write made a person whose final exam composition score was always at level 2 or 3 pick up the passionate, energetic and youthful (?) Heart of writing.
Well, actually, someone just had a girlish feeling and wanted to be artistic! (Face covering)
As for the weird writing and grammar, just skip it!!!
Just treat it like you are reading a child's diary = =+
PS: The main character and supporting characters are all in vain!