"Are you going again today?"
"Yeah." I looked at him and nodded.
"Oh, I don't think you can wait at all."
"No."
"Didn't you wait until today?"
"Yeah." I didn't look at him again.
"Forget it, don't wait any longer. Don't you think it's hard?"
"No."
Just like this day after day. It's like I'm under a spell and I can't stop.
I'm very happy. I've wasted so much time waiting for him. How can I still have time to feel pain?
It turns out that he no longer needs me.
"Goodbye."
I finally found relief.
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