Looking into my own unfathomable eyes in the mirror,
Caressing the phoenix hairpin on your head, which symbolizes supremacy,
There was a trace of pain in my heart...
I, Niu Hulu Yugrui, a queen who has reached the pinnacle of power, and a queen mother whom Daoguang will respect all his life.
However, despite all the facades, I am just a woman. I have also been confused, hated, and grieved...
Just like the lotus, it emerges from the mud but remains unstained; when the oil is exhausted and the lamp dries up, the petals just float back into the troubled world, scattering and withering.
My life has also drifted away with his lotus lantern...