After much thought, I chose a pen name based on Lao She. I didn't dare to imitate celebrities too much, but when I saw the word Yu, I thought it was very suitable. Give, give. After living for more than 20 years, I can clearly remember the days when I mostly thought about helping my friends and repaying for the country. Although I couldn't do it completely, it was something that never stopped in my heart, so the first word is used. When I entered school, I wanted to change countless times, but most of the time, I failed before succeeding. I always failed to act, I thought but couldn't act. I thought too much but ended up being lame and disabled. The second character is Xing, lacking Xing, adding Xing and making up Xing.
The text should have been written by my mother (of course she is alive and well). She has experienced more than ten years of experience and the troubles caused to her by my foolish behavior. Only my mother can express these pains. But my mother thought about it and forgot about it. Although she joked that she could write a novel because of her experience, she couldn't write it herself. If I could, I would write it. I haven't been able to do anything for my family, at least I can write about it while I still have ideas. I am only in my 20s, so what I write about is what happened in the past, what my parents and family mentioned, things about life, the past, and society.