It has been six springs since I knew that the faint fragrance of flowers under the moonlight that night was lilac. Every spring I picked a lilac petal inside the high wall and put it in this IOU. Year after year, the more petals accumulated, the heavier my guilt and the deeper the guilt in my heart. However, I would rather bear the torture and suffering of guilt and guilt. Only in this way can I feel better. If I stop gambling after that night, if I stop robbing after that night... Whenever I open this IOU and see these withered petals, I will regret my sinful yesterday. I have slowly accumulated these five hundred yuan over the past six years. I will give it back to you today. I don't know if it can alleviate a little bit of my sin. The light lilac flowers are beautiful in spring, but my sin is very deep. Even so, my heart longs for spring, for the sunny and free spring filled with lilacs...
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