Once a magician opens the source of magic connected to the soul, he will be disturbed by memories and dreams deep in the soul.
Many magicians exhausted their magic power and were unable to break through it, so they indulged in hallucinations and refused to wake up. They failed to close the source of magic power and allowed them to die completely, and finally their souls were scattered.
However, what they need to defend is the dignity of their souls, and they must keep their spirits high. Therefore, they must learn to wake up from dreams over and over again, force themselves to give up the beauty in front of them again and again, and give up cherished things to return to the cruel world again and again.
This is the tragedy of the magician, the eternal pain.
But those dreams and memories like mirages have a beautiful name - "Floating Light"